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This song is about making it out into the real world and realizing your generation has been set up to fail.
Previously released as a single, the EP version features Nelson Rock on violin.
lyrics
Sitting on a bench downtown alone in a sea of faces
Wish I could change my luck around but, oh God how I have changed
I had plans, could have gone real far but I lack the motivation
So here I sit an anxious wreck drugged up on medication
I don't dream anymore
I can't even fall asleep
It seems I've lost the ability
And I can't take anymore
Without a penny to my name
I am the new American shame
Slaving away my weeks and days, I was blindsided by the future
Spent a fortune on education and I should have realized sooner
Positive thinking won't pay the rent but I consider myself lucky
At least I got two dead end jobs and my dog still loves a fuck like me!
I don't dream anymore
I can't even fall asleep
It seems I've lost the ability
And I can't take anymore
Without a penny to my name
I am the new American shame
Wake me up, I need to breathe!
I wanna feel, I want to dream
I've felt so numb, it's been so long
Just 'cause it's normal, doesn't mean it's not wrong!
I don't dream anymore
I can't even fall asleep
It seems I've lost the ability
And I can't take anymore
Without a penny to my name
I am the new American shame
credits
from i hate my life, i hate myself, and everyone hates me except for my dog,
track released May 8, 2020
Written by Meghan Burke
Recorded and mixed at Robot Dog Studio by Ryan Cohen
Violin on "Lucky" written and performed by Nelson Rock
Violin recorded at BluVudu Productions by John Bradley
Album artwork by Tyler Jackson
Cover design by Brian LaClair
Copyright (c) 2020
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