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I wrote this song last summer when I was going through a breakup from a long term relationship and also found myself without a permanent address for two months. When I had finally found a place to live my dog didn't get along with the other pets and I made the decision to give her back to my ex. I got very depressed and started making bad decisions. Worst of all, a ton of bad things were happening to my friends and what they were going through was a lot worse than what I was going through. It was just a bad summer for everyone.
lyrics
Hey doc, I can't pinpoint the exact moment I broke
But lately things have seemed to spiral out of control
My friends are dealing with their own shit, my family all moved away
I don't want to talk to them, I don't want them to worry
Hey doc, I can't sleep at night, I lie awake and wonder why
Staring at the ceiling, my eyes open wide
I used to smoke pot to fall asleep, my job took that away from me
At least there's still melatonin and alcohol
Don't think that I'm pathetic, please don't think of me that way
I'm running out of things to lose, I'm just trying to find my way
My hands begin to shake, my head begins to sway
Maybe 'cause caffeine makes me sick, but I drink it anyway
Anyway
All my family moved away, Jackie says her's did too
She said you got to make your own, that's what I'm trying to do
I know there are people who love me, I'm not really sure why
I'm selfish! I'm trying to be better, I hope they know that I try
Oh God I hope they know I try
Don't think that I'm pathetic, please don't think of me that way
I'm running out of things to lose, I'm just trying to find my way
My hands begin to shake, my head begins to sway
Maybe 'cause caffeine makes me sick, but I drink it anyway
Anyway
I'm sorry you lost your friend, I'm sorry you lost your mom
I'm sorry you lost your dog, I'm sorry you lost your job
I'm sorry you hate your job, I'm sorry that rent's so high
I'm sorry you hate yourself, I'm sorry you hate your life
I'm sorry I fucked it up, I'm sorry I fucked it up
I'm sorry I fucked it up, I'm sorry I fucked up
I fucked up
Don't think that I'm pathetic, please don't think of me that way
I'm running out of things to lose, I'm just trying to find my way
My hands begin to shake, my head begins to sway
Maybe 'cause caffeine makes me sick, but I drink it anyway
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